I wish i had...

It is awkward that i come back to this profile after a year, and i reread what i have wrote last year. I look at my situation now, compared to my plans. Totally awkward!

It could have been better on my part. I really thought i was gonna improve, but did i ? I am afraid to answer such question!

I wish..!!

But wishing is not gonna get me any more. I need to start trying, and struggling with my nafs!


Inshallah

Ya rub Ya Rahman, Please lead to the path that leads to Jannatul Firdaws!

Allah Chooses whom he wants.

On August 10th, Friday Night, after Maghribprayer, one of my dearest friends became Muslim. Mashallah. We were in the mosque, listening to lectures. My friend Dacarianna has always been interested in Islam ever since i met her. She is a very bright girl, mashallah. She was planning to become muslim by the end of August. At the age of 14, she had the heart to realize something soo important like this. I am glad that she took this big step in her life. Her father is ok with the idea of her becoming a muslim, but he wants her to wait a long time before she takes the Shahada. He thinks that she rushing into it, thats why she still hasn't told him she became a muslimah. She is praticing Islam in secrecy. Her mom is against her becoming muslim, and she wouldn't even talk about it. The good part is that she lives with her Dad, and he lets practice, so she could get ready for it before she becomes a muslim. The night she was becoming a muslim, she felt it in her heart. Before she took the shahada, she called her Dad, and asked him that if she becomes muslim , would he be mad at her?? He of course said yes. With that, she wrote the imam a question concerning this, and he told her that , You must obey your parents on everything except on religion. When she heard those words , she knew she had to become a muslim right then, and not waste another minute of her life. May Allah help her in all her steps. Amiin. May Allah make it easy for her to tell her dad Amiin. This Sunday, the 26th , Me and my friends are having a small party for her to celebrate her entrance to Islam, and to pray for her. If anybody reads this post, please make sure that you pray for her in your next prayer inshallah. May Allah guide all of us. Amiin~

"The Holy Quran"

The Holy Quran is set with the most beautiful words you could possibly ever hear. It is the Word of Allah, and thats a miracle by itself. People around the world memorize for the sake of Allah.

When i was back in my country, children memorized the quran by the age of 10. I was in surah Ankaboot by the age of 8, and Mashallah I knew my quran very well. I was one of the best in my class. When i was the beginning of Surah Ankaboot, thats when everything crashed. We moved to Egypt for a better life, i guess. I didn't have a quran teacher for a while, and i forgot everything i learned back in my country. My Uncle finally taught us again, and we started memorizing from the beginning. By the time, we were in second Juz, we moved to the United States, and Booom, We forgot again. My mom doesn't know the quran, so we always had to look for a quran teacher... and Man we couldn't find anyone.

As you grow older, It becomes harder to memorize the quran. Now, we live in New york, and we go to Quran Classes every weekend. It is not the same as it was back at home. It was easier then. Now , I take hours to memorize a couple of ayahs. I blame Tv for the cause of everything.
Now that I am 17, I realize more things. I am trying to shorten my time on Television, and learn back everything i forgot inshallah.

It takes Time, and Patience. May Allah Help me. Amiin,

May Allah Help all of us inshallah.

My new goal is to memorize 1 surah each week. Please Pray me . Thnk you ^_^

My Name Is Aisha.

I am 17 years old.

I have created this blog to meet devot muslims.

I am trying to be the best muslim i could, because i have finally realized what it means to be a muslim , and why Allah subhanwatala puts in this world.

May Allah guide all of us to the right path, Amiin.